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Tuesday, June 16, 2009'♥

I feel so sian of everything
Sian of work
Sian of people
Sian of whatever happens

I dont want to bother anymore.
Sian of bothering so much
N then upset myself even more.
Stupid!

Its better to be like how i was
Do whatever i want
Without giving a single damn to whatever things/ppl around
Carefree!

I realised over the years
I've lost not only my soul,
But also my genuine happiness.
Is that part of life in this growing stage?

Now..
I hate my plastic smiles.
I hate the dull expressions in my eyes.
I hate the way im feeling every now & then
Reflecting myself as 1 lost soul.


Immuned to everything.
Its back to the cant-be-bothered Nat.


I feel so sick..
I dont want to fall sick again please!
;(

Zombie@6/16/2009 10:17:00 AM







.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
__.x.__2nd June__.x.__
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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings



.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips

+ Knowing whats happiness


.HER.LINKS.

+ Debra
+ Liyi
+ Evelyn
+ Kriz
+ Jacinta
+ OngLing
+ Siu Ing
+ Wei Ye
+ Pamela
+ Debbie
+ Ummi
+ Ain
+ Yvonne

.THE.PAST.

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.HER.TUNE.


Shayne Ward - I Cry - Shayne Ward